Lack of a better name

so my life seems to be getting back on track and I feel that everything is getting better.I am finally rediscovering who I really am and the person I used to be at the same time. I am not really sleeping much anymore but it is okay because I am finding more time to meditate about what I see in myself and who I really am. I had a nice talk the other night after work about who I think I am and why I put up walls to guard myself. I have been feeling a lot better the last two days now and it is quite nice. I still feel like I am going to do something to mess my life back up again, but that is a problem that I am going to have to face when I hit it. I have got a lot of good things going on in m life right now and some pretty sweet friends. I am now opening my eyes and seeing this in perspective. The ones that I trust and I am starting to trust more and more will see who I actually am, instead of me hiding behind my false self to make sure that I don’t get hurt again. 

Live as if everyday is your last. Never hide your true self. 

Cheers.

3 days ago  /  1 note

Snake Charmer

I’m alone and I know I choose, but I’m not good enough for you.

2 weeks ago  /  0 notes

wrong side…

I woke up on the wrong side of the world,
in the arms of a different girl.
And all I could do, was think about you.
I woke up thinking everything was gone, a change,
a pretty face with a different name.
And all I could see, was you without me.
Now I can’t seem to breathe.

Every word is a mile,
I’ll walk wherever you are.
I can’t help but feel like a child,
when I’m crawling into your arms.
We were so right, we undid it all,
now every night just feels like,
I’m on the wrong side of the world.

I stayed up chasing all the shadows on the wall,
I waited up but you never called.
And all I could see,
is you in my dreams.
Now I can’t seem to breathe.

Every word is a mile,
I’ll walk wherever you are.
Can’t help but feel like a child,
when I’m crawling into your arms.
We were so right, we undid it all,
now every night, just feels like.
I’m on the wrong side of the world.

I want to tell you everything,
like stories to the sky.
I try to speak but just can’t find the words. (just can’t find the words)
I curse the stars for every night that I’m not by your side,
if they only knew just how much this hurts (just how much this hurts)

I woke up on the wrong side of the world,
in the arms of a different girl.
And all I could do,
was think about you.
You…

Every word is a mile, (Every word)
I’ll walk wherever you are. (I’ll walk wherever you are)
Can’t help but feel like a child, (Can’t help but feel like a child)
I’m crawling into your arms. (I’m crawling into your arms)
We were so right, we undid it all, (so right, so right, yea)
now every night, just feels like, (so right, so right, yea)
We were so right, we undid it all, (so right, so right)
now every night, just feels like,
I’m on the wrong side of the world.

2 weeks ago  /  0 notes